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I cannot tell if what the world considers 'happiness' is happiness or not.

All I know is that when I consider the way they go about attaining it, I see them carried away headlong, grim and obsessed, in the general onrush of the human herd, unable to stop themselves or to change their direction.

All the while they claim to be just on the point of attaining happiness

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Form is emptiness, and emptiness is form. "Many people don't know what that means--even some long time students of meditation. But there is a very easy way to see this in our every day lives.

For example, here is a wooden chair. It is brown. You sit in the chair, and it holds you up. You can place things on it. But then you light the chair on fire, then leave. When you come back later, the chair is no longer there! This thing that seemed so solid and strong and real is now just a pile of cinder and ash which the wind blows around.

This example shows how the chair is empty: It has no independent existence. Over a long or short time, the chair will eventually change and become something other then what it appears as now. So, the brown chair is complete emptiness. But though it always has the quality of emptiness, this emptiness is form: you can sit on the chair, and it will hold you up. "Form is emptiness, and emptiness is form.

she was an exercise freak who always wanted to stay fit, i was the “im already fit” type of guy. they say opposites attract but im not too sure what was attracting me, her body orher mind

This is 1 ex girlfriend that i hesitate to write about, i did not find her pretty at all but somehow, ’something’ attracted me to her like a irresistible force. in the end, i broke up with my steady girlfriend to be with her.

it is speculation, but somehow i think the voodoo dolls and suspicious looking necklace are clues….she would rape me every night in bed and i would cry myself to sleep thinking of my pretty ex-girlfriend

Giovane, this photo was taken the day after we had a wild passionate DDR session in her house. we danced to the wee hours of the morning on her playstation and afterwards, in the afterglow of our love, i hugged her and we fell asleep on her bed.

it was a wild night that night, not sure if i can take anymore DDR sessions so i broke up with her afew days later.

to me ex-girlfriend giovane

with love
“green black and blue, your my little butterfly”
- stonehammer